It has been a month. Wow. Where does time fly? I don't even know where to begin. Sad news first? Happy news? Hmmm. I think I will do some happy news first.
School is out for the winter!!! Finally. I so definately needed this break for so many reasons. One of those reasons I will tell you later. I was so scared for finals. Wait. I need to tell you the sad news now for this to make sense. Well, here it goes. About two weeks ago, my boyfriend broke up with me. It was quite an abrupt break up really. I was not expecting it at all!
I will tell you what happened right after I got back to Thatcher from Thankgiving break. We were still together. I went back to Thatcher on sunday night and got there about 9:30. I soooo wanted to see Trevor. I missed him so much. It was crazy. He ended up coming over to my apartment that night. I was so excited to see him! I could not stop smiling when I saw him. I wanted to talk to him all night but I couldn't because I needed to get to bed for school. But we had fun talking to each other. He left around 10:30.
Monday, he was so sweet to me. I told him all that I had to do that week. It was a lot of stuff too. On wednesday I had a huge lab practical, so I had to study monday and tuesday for that. Then on thursday I had a test in my marriage and family class. Then on friday I had an Anatomy test. So, I had so much studying to do. Oh, I also had a concert on tuesday and that inhibited(is that the right word?) some of my study time. Anyway, I had a lot to do that week and Trevor was so sweet. He told me that he would like to help me in any way possible. He helped me monday afternoon and helped me sort out some of my notecards. Then he had to go to class. Then I went to a practice that night from 6:00 til 7:30. After I got home, he came over and he told me that he was going to help me study. We decided to go somewhere outside to study. It was way to noisy in my apartment. We ended up going to the baseball field and sat in the dugout. He then quizzed me on all of my notecards and worksheets. We took a break once and we danced on homeplate. It was funny. I hope that no one was watching. Ohwell. We danced and he sang to me.
Then we got cold and decided to go back to my apartment. Tuesday came and went. I went to the concert and went home to study and he did whatever he did. Actually I know what he did but I will tell you that in a moment. Wednesday was the day of my practical. I did pretty well on it too. I ended up getting a B on it. That night he had a dance rehersal to go to but then he came to visit me and I wish he didn't. He asked if we could go on a walk. I said yes. Then I told him about my day and about Tessa's blood donating experience. Then he got a serious tone of voice. Eventually, I got the hint. He was talking about how he had a knot in his stomach all day. I would too if I had to say what he had to say. He said something to the point that he was still in love with someone that he dating a couple months before hand. He dated a girl two months after his mission and they got pretty serious. So serious to the point of them talking about marriage and everything. I was so confused at that time and I wanted to cry but wasn't going to in front of him so he walked me home and then I cried when I got home. Over the next week, I got more details of why he did what he did. He told me that he still cared about me. He said that he loved me. But he also loved another girl at the same time. I told him that I was mad at him. Me mad? Yes. I was mad that he didn't make sure he didn't have feelings for this other girl. It hurt me pretty badly. But, as of right now, I forgive him. He was just being fair to me. So, that was the sad news. I will tell you the more happy news in the next blog. This is a bit long.
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